January 2010
20th January, Wednesday, 09:25pm.
I wonder if it would be peaceful? Or messy? I think about it daily. I just want it to be over now. I just want to die. No-one calls anymore, no-one cares, no-one’s wondering how you are. You waste of fucking oxygen. I ruin everyone. I ruin everything. Debris. Excess. Ruins.
my diary’s so upbeat
I have the worst fucking headache, I can't handle...
i’ve no fucking skins, i want a joint. i want a text conversation and some spooning.
30mg dihydrocodeine and a miserable diary entry.
Hole - He Hit Me
he couldn’t stand to...
“4. ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT TO DO TO YOURSELF YOU DO TO SOMEONE ELSE AS YOURSELF AND...”
– (via milktrees)
j: it says you have to lose your virginity when you're seventeen
e: oh, i better get on that
I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
imfuckedup:
Your feelings, our feelings, they are just not strong enough, aren’t they. As much as it aches all the time, sometimes, it is just not enough, isn’t it. I am putting everything behind and get on with my life. Sure, smiles, laughters, jokes, awkwardness, they are all there, just not you.
I shouted whenever,
cocainebluess:
and Justin Bieber wasn’t there…. :’(
YOU RAPEY FUCKER
s: maybe we should find god, it would be pretty cool to blame everything on some guy
c: isn't that what we do anyway?
and i know that when i see you i’m going to die i know i’m going to want you and you know why it’s going to kill me to see you with the next girl cause i’m the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
c: even i've had him
e: is that really that big a thing? that you've had him?
c: i hope we can smoke this joint before saz gets here, i don't wanna share it
c: wow, that's like the worst thing i've ever done to saz
e: really? remember that time you shagged that guy she was in love with?
scandyfactory-deactivated201007 asked: oh? :(
the thought counts for a lot, regardless...thank you and your perfect little dollface <3
the thought counts for a lot, regardless...thank you and your perfect little dollface <3
suicidewatch:
NIRVANA “RAPE ME”
scandyfactory-deactivated201007 asked: ;) I went through earlier and commented/hearted a bunch of your facebook photos. hope you don't mind. I didn't stop myself this time when I got that urge. xoxo
j: so you want twenty richmond superkings?
c: no, i don't smoke superkings
j: ok, twenty richmond superkings normal sized
scandyfactory-deactivated201007 asked: you and sazzy on my dash at once = erotic eyebrow overload <333
c: me and saz are being sexi over on tumblr
n: I've noticed, gunna unfollow you both
“I was gonna try and get on the bus for a child, then I realised I’m...”
– I love Emma Wright
the spotify playlist i just made to do my hair to...
big-sazzy:
bladeaok:
(via big-sazzy)
bird! i’m jealous! i can’t remember any happy music. hardly gonna get ready to go out to the smiths.
getting ready
lol
rad!
the spotify playlist i just made to do my hair to...
(via big-sazzy)
bird! i’m jealous! i can’t remember any happy music. hardly gonna get ready to go out to the smiths.
I deleted the dying playlist, what kind of fuckery...
To want her was madness...
scandyfactory:
…To have her was suicide.
<3
b: C HAZ
c: hiiiiii
b: YOU ARE AWAKW, how exciting for me!
c: haha, you're drunk!
b: hah damn my speelling. it gives it all away
“I like my men like I like my tea - pale, weak and sweet.”
– I’m hilarious. 